Exclusively Streaming on Musicoin. Not much holly and cheer for the season in this song, but maybe a little hope. But, this is what my family is thinking of this Christmas. We lost a family member last summer to suicide, as well as my son's best friend to the same fate. I wrote this with both losses in my heart, but it's about my cousin Gregory. I couldn't get it off my mind, so I did what I do to deal with things, I wrote a song .. I just recorded something live in the studio, maybe someday I'll polish it up. Lyrics also a lyric video: https://youtu.be/kipHiAI2usU I don’t know why i’m crying It was such a long time ago clouds they get in my eyes The universe hangs low I get to thinking What a world has become since you’ve been gone I guess it’s missing someone I miss you now I wish you'd stuck around to find out It’s just silly clouds The sun will never burn out When we were young I heard you laughing so loud You must of shook the earth Till something fell out I wasn't thinking what a world would become After the laughter's gone And I’m missing someone I miss you now I wish you'd stuck around to find out It’s just silly clouds The sun will never burn out Oh i can’t watch the news There's nothing to be done people will storm and we block out the sun I get to thinking What a world it could be If i only reached out To the hand Next to me And say I miss you now I hope you stick around